The greatest muse I will ever know, present in every word that I ever wrote.
No other love I can ever aquire, no other thing could pull me from the mire.
I have been lost through years of mediocrity, filled with nothing but animosity.
I sought inspiration in anything that would offer, though I gained nothing… what did it all profer?
I have fallen in multitudes, I have fallen in droves, yet still you seek me out to lay in your groves.
I graze in your green fields where I prosper in peace, somehow out of the wolve’s mouth I see myself released.
Even still, I run from your fields, fleeing from my fealty, expecting better quicker yields.
I seek things in my time and lack trust in your perfection, when I do not receive an immediate answer I pick my own direction.
I think myself wise enough to choose my own path, I find failure ad nauseam, and I am deserving of your wrath.
Yet instead I find mercy, salvation in the blood; by great sacrifice I am yours, when I had thought the gate shut.
By all rights I should be exiled from your pastures, yet even as I run you chase after all the faster.
No escape from this love, and so there is a desperation to write, to glorify God, and to bring the nations to light.
So use me where you have me, let the big picture be clear, whatever your will I certainly shall adhere.
I will go, I will stay, I will listen, and I will speak; whatever you ask, I now know it is only you that I was made to seek.