I am awake and lost in thought, thinking about the way she smiles, thinking that I haven’t seen her in a while.

   What an inspiration she should be but i’m too afraid to let those emotions in, too afraid to let my heart win.

   I see her and she is shining brilliance, I swear I can see her soul, and its too beautiful for me to keep control.

   I’ve only spoken to her briefly, but I want to talk with her for hours on end, I wish I could get closer even just become a friend.

   I don’t see myself as worthy, i don’t see how I could deserve one such as her, but still the light in her eyes sets my heart a-stir.

   I’m lost in this light that shines brighter than anything else in the room, like a moth to a flame, this joy could be my doom.

  I miss her, my soul cries out for the connection it felt… it doesn’t seem right I barely know her, but even so my emotions can’t be helped.

   It is as if I see in her the reprieve to all the darkness I’ve known in this world, in her I see hope, I see beauty, I see an end to sorrow, in her I truly can see my tomorrow.

   Ive barely scratched the surface and I want to know more but instead I stay still, not making a move, because if I do I could lose this small joy I have that just seeing her face makes me feel like I have nothing to lose.

   What a foolish heart I have that I’ve become so enthralled by a girl, I  haven’t seen her in a while…yet she is the person I would want to hear from most in this world.